so i have a journal and have for a while. i figure hey why would someone just go and read through a notebook? i had a terrible fear that my parents would read my journal so i talked to my mom with my therapist and she PROMISED that they wouldnt read it well thursday i was fighting with my parents about me smoking i think i dunno something stupid but anyways about half way through the fight my dad is like well i read your fucking journal yesterday and just told me im a fuck up pretty much. and i flew off the handle and started screaming and crying i was pissed and still am that even after they said they wouldnt do that they did like really? thats PRIVATE stuff that i dont want them knowing. i totally fucked myself over they know about my ed for sure now and fuck im not really sure where to go from here:/ on the bright side i hadnt written in it for a while so they just think my problems purging (which i have stopped doing that so) i know what im going to by next pay check one of those password journals that only opens to my voice that way i know they cant read it.
xoxo thin is beauty<3
