i love christmas just wanna say that, like i love how happy and caring everyone is this time of the year! like everyone is just so happy and all that it makes me smile:D but the horrible part is how much effing food my mom makes!!! she's spent about four days baking. nothing but baking im like what the eff do we need THIS much food for!! she's made: 50 chocolatechip cookies, 50 oatmeal cookies, 50 orange cookies, two things of brownies, four loafs of pumpkin bread, bread, peanut butter balls, and so much more! i'm like what the eff do you need so much food for? its just like making me want to binge:/ but i know i cant so thus i just sit in my room all day. im super nervous for Christmas day since my (FFFFAAAAATTTTT) older sister will be here so all she's guna wanna do is go out to eat and all that shit. like she doesnt have very many fastfood places were she lives and in my town we do so that all she's guna want. and im scared with more people in my house its guna be harder to purge:( im just so nervous about how things are guna go. and if my sister catches ANYTHING im screwed cuz she's a huge bitch and tells my mom EVERYTHING i do cuz she loves to see me get in trouble:/ but anyways my nose is looking good:) and its not too sore:) kinda hurts now since my lovely kitty decided she should bite my nose to wake me up:/ but eh shit happens:p heres a leg update:D

xoxo thin is beauty<3