well its not as bad as i thought im not really hungry! i've been drinking all day like juice water ect. i've been calming im deathly ill and cannont hold anything down to my parents. they're buying it so far. but i do have to go to eat pray love tonight with my mom and aunt. i will not be getting anything but diet coke/pepsi. no candy or anything like that. i have been reading all day today and im a huge book worm you could say. i love reading i could do it all day and not be bothered a bit. im currently reading big fat manifesto which as you can guess is a book about a fat girl. i really enjoy reading books about people with eating disorders and books about fat people i dont know why i just do and its kinda like thinspo to me.
but anyways back to my fast! okay so i've learned apple cider is a great drink to have! i mean it fills you up very nicely:) also crystal light packets are my new love! they have almost no calories and make water taste great! my breakfast are now cigaretts. ya ya i smoke i dont wanna hear all the lung cancer wrinkles blah blah blah. its one or two cigs a day it'll be fine but anyways they curve your hunger for a while so i'm not hungry for breakfast. i do not recommend smoking or suggest anyone should start im just saying that i do. i would post some thinspo but my computer for some reason wont let me:/ so stay strong loves! keep it up! well all get to our goals soon!
nothing tastes as good as thin feels<3
xoxo thin is beauty
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