i am now weighing in at a huge 114 pounds! what the fuck! i hate how i look:/ i want to cut all this fat off my body, i want my bones to slip out of my skin so everyone can see their beauty. getting thin is my number one goal. nothing else is mattering really. i want to just lose weight! i hate winter!!!! i cant run! im guna be up all night running in my room tonight! this is my new diet plan:
morning: low cal cocoa (60) while getting ready
take my hydroxycut wait an hour, eat an apple (neg. calories)
lunch: hydroxycut wait an hour, have an apple and mints ( neg calories)
dinner: salad, fat free ranch dressing (i have always had a thing for ranch, not any ranch it HAS to be hidden valley ranch)
my work out will be 600 sit ups at least, 300 leg lifts, 100 squats, and as much carido as i can get in the winter.
i hate my body how it is so im going to change it. no matter what. im going vegan, first day will be tomorrow. i am the one that controlls my life and i want to be skinny so i will make myself skinny i can not wait until i am 90 pounds i Will get there. it might take me a while but i will. i swear.
xoxo thin is beauty<3
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