surgery:(

incase i havent said it on here i get horrible cramps when that time of the month comes around, or just when ever it feels like it. well i had surgery today well i guess yesterday, but any who it hurt. not guna lie. in a lot a lot of pain. i know take a pain pill ya thats not helping:/ the only good thing about this is i've only had three crackers and a few grapes (can take pills on an empty tummy dont wanna get sick). but i had a laprascopsy(i know spelled wrong) but pretty much they cut four holes in my stomach and filled me up with carbon dioxide. now im uberly bloated:( i feel like im just guna float away im so bloated. while they were doing that they took out my apendix. i guess it was all twisted up and what not. they also found out i have endrometeryious which means my uterus leaks blood into my body and it gets infected. so i gotta get that treated. but in the mean time i'm just in pain. i will never think lightly of getting up and going pee. that is one of the hardest things to do right now and my bathroom is about ten feet away. im kinda nervous about the bloat and not being able to do sit ups:/ i feel like im guna be bloated forever and its just guna stay there. im hoping by thanksgiving to be down 5 pounds. all i've been doing is drinking. so i hope i will. even though thats probably not helping with the bloat but o well im thirsty. i just wish i could sleep:/ i cant sleep no matter how hard i try! im so tired its all i want to do:/ i also wish i could have a nice subway sandwich with tuna lettuce tons and tons of pickles and banana peppers. but i gotta wait until i can purge for that:/ o well. i hope everyone is doing good! stay strong loves!
xoxo thin is beauty