holy balls...

so today i wake up at about 8. this is bad cuz i have school. turns out my mom didnt want me to go to school today since im sick i was like yes sweet! but then i think about it and im like wait this is weird really weird, she would never let me stay up unless its serious let alone not wake me up and ask me how i feel. so i mosy upstairs where my tea has already been made and all this so im like weirded out cuz my parents never ever do this shit.. then my mom tells me i have a doctors appointment at 11:30 but we're guna go at 11 since its a new doctors and we'll have paper work. now i know somethings wrong cuz im not going to my doctors. to make it worse my mom brought up purging yesterday so im like fuck fuck fuck. i tried to stay calm all fricking morning and think it will be okay. so we go to leave and we turn in to the place and i read the sign on what the place is for it says pediatric, obgyn, and mental health so im like what the fuck i know its not pediatric cuz im not at my pedatrition, so now im way scared. we filled out all the paper work then they lead me way into the back to a huge scale, i get on and im 98.4 pounds. thank god i water bloated. then they were like okay lets go to the room they had me sit in a chair and did all the blood pressure and all that stuff. then the doctor comes in and starts asking me weird ass questions like how do you feel about your body? and what do you think about your weight? i was like holy fuck im screwed! but i made my way around the questions and made me sound normal. thank god. then they just did the usual check up. scared the piss out of me. so now im really nervous im guna be put in treatment:/ idk scares me so bad i mean shit idk what to do about it. i think they think my mom was just over reacting:/ just guna play it safe for a couple weeks to make sure im alright. stupid parents.. but at least they're being like super nice to me.