veggie soup freakout?

well i got to hang out with my special guy last night:) it was very amazing:) we talked about lots and all that, tons of cuddling:) he's the only person who can touch me and i dont worry about feeling disgusting. he called me fragile:D which is my very very very favorite compliment:) we also talked about how girls should be smaller than boys and he's like ya im like a foot something taller than you and like twice your weight. i was like:OOOOO yessss i feel so small now:) he just makes me feel happy and like worthwhile:) its an amazing feeling one i havent had for quiet a long time:) awww i love this feeling:)
now in other news, i got my schedule for school today (first day back:/) and i switched one of my classes to weight training last hour:) so i'll get a little workout at least every day im at school:D go me, and maybe just maybe i might be the smallest in the class:D which would be great. what i did not know is they do weigh ins:/ really nervous about that.. like idk how often or if it will be infront of people or what so im really nervous for that:/ but anyways at least now i will HAVE to work out:) no more lazy for me!!!
so tonight i went down to make some dinner i was guna have some veggie soup and i had been waiting for this literally for about two days, all i thought about for those days, and then guess what my dad used all the damn soup!! what for? for stew, yes stew which we have in the freezer and cans of it!! WHAT THE EFF!!! so i raged about this and just started like bawling? idk it was weird i was just so excited about that soup and getting to have it, i just wanted it so bad and i was like well now im guna have to purge and ruin everything!!! and all that just started freaking out so my mom was like calm down and gave me twenty to go get some soup, i got like fiveish cans of select harvest vegetable soup with pasta, 60 cals for half the can:) i usually eat the whole thing though, i also got some v8 vegetable juice which honestly just tastes like vegetable broth:) i felt like so proud going to the store and getting healthy stuff:) i liked walking around with my little cart with soup and veggie juice in it:) i was just so relaxed after i got my soup like whew your okay now you dont have to purge you have your safe food here. i really hope this diet is working though i'm only eating salad with a little fat free dressing and soup, tonight i only had half the can too, i just felt so contient just to have it that i didnt want all of it. it was way nice ahah. well i hope everyone is doing good:) stay strong and safe loves!
xoxo thin is beauty<3