hey guys:) so last week i fasted for three days so this week im going for all week!!! i gotta lose for prom!! i've already ordered my dress and everything:D smallest size they had was a 3 so thats what i got:) last year i was a 6:( i will look better this year for sure!! i cant wait:) im hoping to be back under 100 for prom its March 19th so i need to work hard until then and remind myself how worth it it is! since its spring break doing lots of partying! ahah went to parties the last few nights:) its way fun ahha i had never actually been to a party before. well not in a very very very long time lol. it was great ahha. super fun:) im just feelin great! the meds im on make me not crave stuff so i have like no cravings for any foods:) i love it. i plan on staying in bed today and reading and relaxing taking a bath maybe:) i gotta treat myself well if i want to be able to do this:) i've noticed my collar bones are sticking out more which i love! i have a new friend who's like amazingly thin! she's sooo pretty pretty much my new thinspo i guess haha. i kinda wonder if she has an ed but i dont know lol. i've noticed she talks a lot about food too, well i know i do ahha. most people dont bring up how much they eat a day ahah or anything like that but anyways im guna try and figure out if she is or not aha. i guess a girl at my school got hospitlised for her ed and my mom's all talking about it to me pretty much saying she's guna send me to a place or something im like wow mom shut up your the one saying you're guna never eat again and complianing about being fat ughhh why can she do it but i cant? but anyways sorry off track lol but ya now when i see that girl im like wow someone else in this school is like me! i wish you could just tell! like i dunno ahha i wish you just could. eh oh well:)
xoxo thin is beauty<3
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